Poems - in remembrance

One night recently, I had written these poems as I was remembering my mom and my husband; both of whom had succumbed to cancer - mom in 1996 and my husband in 2008. One does not just forget the ones loved and gone, even when the years have moved on. This feeling I know would be with me for the rest of my life. I recall how my mom had missed her own mom until the end and my husband did not fully get over loosing his who had passed on when he was young and while away studying overseas.

Death (both physical and spiritual) was definitely not in God's plan when he created us (Genesis chapters 1 and chapter 2) but is a consequence of our sin (Genesis chapter 3,  Isaiah 53:6 , Romans 3:23). In essence, in the very depths of who we really are; we human beings are just not "wired" for this thing called "death" (i.e physical separation). Just that on the surface, we seemingly have just accepted it and moved on with our lives. We are not wired for death; in actual fact, we are wired for eternity (Ecclesiastes 3:11). That is why we need a Saviour to bring us back into the original plan of God which is eternal life in Him. And the good news is that there is a Saviour waiting for us to believe and to receive Him and His name is Jesus (John 3:16 , John 17:3 , 1 John 5:12 , Revelations 3:20). When we put our trust in Him, we can have the assurance of a future hope as promised in Revelations 21 , when one day we ourselves will reach the end of this earthly sojourning.

"He will wipe every tear from their eyes. There will be no more death or mourning or crying or pain, for the old order of things has passed away." 
(Revelations 21:4)


Numbered Days
Not once but twice,
wrestling with 
numbered days
of ones I love

prayerfully trusting
the God I know,
painfully caring,
helplessly watching
them waste away....

this hated thing,
this disease - cancer....
day by day
weakness creeping in,
becoming shadows
of what once was -
laughter, smiles, words
reduced to a whisper,

painfully caring,
helplessly watching,
prayerfully trusting
the God I know,

not once but twice....
loved ones gone
and dearly missed
yet knowing
one day, some day,
we shall meet again
on God's heavenly shores....

Faded Voices

I think of them 
and miss them so,
left only with 
my memories of before...

try as I  may,
so hard to recall, 
what was but no more, 
the sound of their voices...

as the days 
turned into months
and the months
turned into years...

silenced by their absence,
no longer heard,
the remembrance of their voices
has faded away,

save images of moments,
moments spent with them,
sweet moments easier to recall,
the feelings, the warmth, the love...
for me to hold..... 

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